Unemployment

I like that I can come back to my blog as things in my life change, or as I have some extra time and the need to write!

I was laid-off a few weeks ago-hence the abundance of time! I'm still kind of sad about it, I put everything I had into that job for the past 3 years. It might have not been my dream job but I really enjoyed going to work everyday and made some wonderful friends.

I made it to our company holiday party last night, my closest coworkers insisted I be there. It wasn't as awkward as I had imagine, just a few people I avoided. All in all we eat and drank and danced till they kicked us out. Nothing beats partying on the company's dime!


And now I continue the daily search for employment and answers to BIG life questions. I suck at making decisions. I feel like there are an infinite amount of paths before me and no matter which one I take my life will go in a completely different direction. Depending on the day this "freedom" is both liberating and exhausting. I have to remind myself, it must be taken one day at a time, and I really should be thankful for the chance to start over without any strings!

I'm not the kind of person to get stressed or over anxious about things that might be or never are. I do what can; send out resumes to jobs that interest me (in a variety of locations), run, read and eat up my days surfing the web. So as much as I hate being idol and waiting for something to come along, that's just about all I can do for now....and besides that means you might just get to hear a little more from me! :-)