Marriage

I have never fantasize about my wedding day. NEVER. Not even when I was little did I dream about the BIG day and what I'd look like or what He would look like. (Well I guess in 3rd grade I got this idea that I wanted to get married at Walt Disney World...but it was one of those dreams that always seemed so unrealistic that it was easier to fantasize about...)

Even today, as a senior in college my wedding plans don't exist. I assume I will be married at one time or another. But certainly not within a year and one half. Today I could honestly see myself as happily married or single for the rest of my life. My emotions don't lean one strong way or the other.

They do however lean way against not getting married right after college. In fact I'm against the idea. And I have a very hard time understanding or being happy for girls who are ready for that sacrifice. Like, such a hard time that it leads me to tears.

This article might help explain my view. http://www.nytimes.com/2005/10/30/magazine/30feminism.html?emc=eta1


And I know that my viewpoint isn't any more right than theirs in my eyes. Or even how can I see where they are coming from, seeing as I have never been in their shoes?

I mostly want to know why the idea itself make me so upset? How is my judgment going to change anything?